Oh, Life.

I began my first days in the world without knowing what will happen. At the age of 4, I realize that all of the things that Ihave spent in this world will be wasted. I started wandering why do I have to live in this world. What is all of this things I am seeing? Is this all an illusion made by God? I really dont understand why. That is the questions that pop in my mind at such a young age. My family,friends and all the living people that I see is just a fragment of my dreams? The way I talk to somebody, how I enjoy the very best tender moments. My smile,their laughs and our words is it just like all nothing? All of those time I have wasted with just arguing to the people I dont carry a smile with. What the heck. I wish I have just talk to that person a good thing. I dont know what is the reason to not to forgive and you just have to carry a burden and pain inside your heart. Me? I easily forgive a person. Even though how much it hurts inside, the unbreakable pain that will still remain forever in your heart will never fade away. I wanted to think that I forgot what happen but, I cant. Past is past. We cannot change it. If history repeats itself. Try avoiding it. I know this sound ridiculous but trust me. Forgiving a person is the best way to spend your short life.
I dont really know what is life. How to spend it wisely. I dont know. Why do I have to study? What is all the meaning of all this things. Questions that can be answered only by me. Joyful things and sad things that what is life composed of. I have just went to the flow of the river of life. Just went along, swim as you can , or you can even be drowned if you dont keep up. But if that happens, just swim and swim until you go to the land of paradise. Try to keep up to your gasping breath. Don think that you cant. Because the river of life will just continue flowing to help you and to guide you. When you landed to the land of paradise. You will see that the river of life will just continue flowing with its gentle and harsh waters. For that comparison that I made, that is what life for me. It is like the river of life. FUll of challenges and it is possibly all of the things what life is composed of. I have learned to swim in the river of life. When the flow of the water brought me in the land of paradise, I'll surely be happy. I hope too that you can go to the land of paradise.
Life is surely complex. But learn to know it simply. It is simply you.

Paula||

Blog things

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Comment:
So I am half. So... I know that. Most of my friends are boys and most of my friends are girls. So, I am not surprised. That was expected.

Your French Name is:

Felicite Archambault

What's Your French Name?

Comment:
Felicite Archambault. Ok. I dont like it. I love it :D. Call me that.

You Are Lisa Simpson

A total child prodigy and super genius, you have the mind for world domination.

But you prefer world peace, Buddhism, and tofu dogs.

You will be remembered for: all your academic accomplishments

Your life philosophy: "I refuse to believe that everybody refuses to believe the truth"

The Simpsons Personality Test

Comment:
Wow, I love Lisa Simpsons. That was nice. :D

You Are a Pundit Blogger!

Your blog is smart, insightful, and always a quality read.
Truly appreciated by many, surpassed by only a few

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

Comment:
I dont know what Pundit is. But I think it is good. Hehe.

Thats all I have to share. Just go to www.blogthings.com
That site rocks. Plenty of random quizzes ;)

Paula||

Rumors.

Oh yeah, rumors I hate them. Why? Cause some of the rumors are not true, like I give a "like like" to someone I dont even "like like". Plenty of people told me that I "like like" that person. Oh please, not that. Well, I dont know. But,really. It really irritates me

I heard rumors that there will be no electricity for wednesday up to what?... Thats not a fact, that's a rumor. My mom just called the Meralco, and they told my mom that that's not true. Oh come on, who started that? Thats was really good.I admit it. Nice one. Well, if that is true. No comment.

My school days and my grades are now fun. I am really enjoying studying [?].Haha. I dont know.Because some of my grades are high now. I thank myself and God for helping me.

Thats for now. I am currently busy. See ya~

Paula||

New Layout,post and new?

Yay! Finally form the long days of longing to have time for my blog. Yes, I know I know, somebody doesnt visit this blog anymore because of my inactivity in the internet. Oh, what a bad blogger am I!. Hey have you visit my blog?! Or you have just check it out?o-o. Or you just happen to pass by at my blog?Today?Right now at this moment?Or you just?....Silly me! Forgive my craziness[?]. I dont know what the heck I am typing now. *looks at the time 10:20pm* Maybe its late in the evening.

There are plenty of things I dont want to share with you but.... I might cause only few people come to read my blog. And maybe you are the lucky one! I am a secretive person. I dont share all about myself, for what I think about, etc etc.

Ok, lets move on. Lets talk about my new Miwako "Happy Berry" Layout. Have you ever heard of the anime Paradise Kiss? Its animation was impressive. The girl called Miwako is my model for this layout 3.02. which is from Paradise Kiss. I dont know how I manage to create this layout in a short matter of time. There were plenty of pictures I have designed but this "accidental" layout is the one that hits the spot. Cool,huh? It was accidental 'cause I am just checking out with the pictures on my folder and just play with this and "Eureka!". Ha,Ha. o_O

So my dear friends and lovers, I have to end this post now. I have really enjoyed making this post for the FIRST TIME. Maybe because I miss my blog and you, my friends. So long.

[Next time I have to share something to you, but dont take your expectations too high. ;)]

Paula||

The sadness of your death mourns me, yet it is the sweetest thing.

Welcome to Paulaig's Online Journal!

I am currently on my version 4_.3. Haha. <3
I'm currently on hiatus, you can see my last post which is entitled "I'm Alive" but after that I am starting to get bored with blogging and I don't know why. I don't know If i'm gonna be back from blogging. i just hope so i'll have the determination again.

to all of my online friends.::the fellow linkexchangers. i hope your blog will be alive unlike mine. hontoni sumimasen.
gomene
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